Goodbye 2010 and hello 2011. There are a lot of reasons to look forward for brighter 2011 and so many memories from 2010 that are best to leave behind. 2010 is okay but it could be better although there are still so much to be thankful for.
This year Jed left for Dubai to work. It was the hardest experience so far. Until now I’m still having difficulty adjusting. Although things are much better now than it was when he left. I already accepted the decision he made and I am certain now that we can work this out. But still, missing him like crazy is not a good experience. Also this year (2010) I felt the need to find another job for so many reasons. I found one though but it took me months to get it. This time it’s great. I love the people I work with and the nature of the job. This is something I should be thankful for. Also this year Yellowpop was born, it’s a small business which I started out of boredom. It’s kind of inactive now since most of my time is consumed by work and relationships. But I’m still going to continue creating accessories next year only this time, I might not use the internet. It’s just so stressful and time consuming but who knows I might need it again. With a job and super tiny extra source of income I still feel that it’s not enough. I have savings but I know I can still do better. So hopefully this coming year will be prosperous.
I am also thankful for the good friends I still have and for the new friendship I have established with wonderful people I met this year. Whom I know will still be my friends for the years to come I want to say sorry to friends I have neglected this year because I am so busy with my own life. I will try to find time to hang out often with you guys this coming year. I will try to destroy my “kill joy” mode! Lol.
Among everything else I am most thankful for my family. Everybody seems happy and healthy. Plus all of us are in the same country now. My eldest sister left for UAE around November of 2009 so she’s not with us most days of 2010. Now she’s back and I really like that. I hope good things with my family will continue this coming year. I always pray for a better life for each of us
As for my 2011, I pray that it will be better than last year. I hope Jed will be able to come home. I know he’s just coming home for a short vacation but that is more than enough for me. May God continue to give me strength to endure our separation and hold on to our promises. I know He has better plan for us. I also know that I experienced the things I experienced whether good or bad because He allowed me to. To prepare me for the future He planned for me. I pray that He will continue to encourage me to trust Him because I’m aware that I can be stubborn at times. Lol. Above all I hope He will help me to become a better person. To be useful to others especially to those people who really need assistance and affection. I’m bracing myself now! I am ready for you 2011. May you guys have a great 2011! Happy New Year!!!