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Written 06/07/10

This day ended so abruptly I still want to get busy with leisure. But just like any day, this one has to end and there's nothing I can do to stop it. Just like the feeling of loneliness that I wish I could block! I feel so lonely and alone. I wonder if I really need to change the way I cope. Should I follow egielyn's (one of my best friends) advice to go out and have fun? But I know deep down that's not what I want. If I go out I will definitely forget that I am sad but at the end of the day it will still be the same. Same as staying home. I know doing the things I want most like playing yoville (damn I’m so addicted to this game), reading, listening to audio books, watch western tv series or movies makes me preoccupied until it’s time to get ready for sleep. Just like now.

I decided to stick to what I used to. I don't mind going out if I had a chance. I just don't want to make it a constant thing. I hope things will improve in the coming weeks/months
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